Good thing not everyone reads this blog. I can crap here. :D

UGH.
Why'd you have to do it?
It's always about you. You. You. You. You.
When it's not about you, you'll somehow make it personal.
Like the time when I didn't want to go.
I had my own reasons.
But you had to make it ALL about you.
What am I to you?
Some kind of excuse to attract attention?
Is this how you get their sympathy?

Making me look like I'm at fault.
Making others think that I'm the bad one.
Making others think that I don't give a damn.
But I do.
I really do.
Aih, I did.
Not anymore.
I lost that feeling.
That connection we had.
I thought it would be of my boldest decisions.
To forgive you.
And let you in.
Until you showed me the other side of you.
Jealousy.
Eating you away.
That connection we had, I suddenly lost.
What happened?